Showing posts with label Bible. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bible. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Depression a Series: Part 1: Understanding Depression

Since I have been home, the topic I come across being back seems to be depression. I go to church Sunday mornings and in my class we talk about depression. We talk about the affects and it is linked to teen suicide instantly. I choose not to say much about when the topic is brought up, I know very well what it is like for both of those. I hear people talk about it as I walk into the local bank, I have a few friends that have and had suffer from it. One has helped me through my depression and self harm more than what he has realized. As for my other friends, one in particular back here I am trying to help him overcome his. In order to do this, I needed to get a better understanding of this illness or condition. The only knowledge I had of this was my own personal account and the account from one other friend. My depression was not the same as his, my depression is not going to be the same as his depression, or your depression, or whoever's depression. I think one thing we could all agree on is that depression robs people of their energy, sleep, memory, concentration, vitality, joy, and the ability to love, in extreme cases....the will to even live.

Before fulling jumping into this, I decided to confront my Bible. I wanted to see what it had to say about depression. There is one story that comes to mind right off that deals with depression. The story of Elijah to be exact. Bible Passages about Elijah: 1 Kings 17-19; with Luke 4:25-26; James 5:17-18; 1 Kings 21:11-29; 2 Kings 1:1-2:18; with Romans 11:1-4; Matthew 17:1-3; Mark 9:2-4; Luke 9:28-31.

Understanding Depression:

Over the past few years, depression in the United States as increased. One in four people will be labeled as “depressed” at some point in their life. That is like...seventy million people. It is roughly ten times higher than it was two generations ago. Twenty-one percent of children ages nine to seventeen have a diagnosis of depression. In the past thirteen years, depression in college students has double and suicide rates in the same area have tripped. These statistics floored me. An evolutionist would say it was something in the gene pool that caused it to happen. Lets be honest for a moment, (I am not an evolutionist, I am a creationist) everybody knows that the gene pool does not and could not change that quickly. Pushing that thought away quickly, I had to think of what had changed so much that this could happen in such a short span. The first thing that comes to mind is (drum role) Life Style.

If you look at statistics of depression in the U.S. you will notice there is one group that has not been hit by what is called the “Modern Depression Epidemic.” That group is the Amish. They cling to eighth-century living. They have the lowest rate of depression.
In developing (third-world) countries, the rates of depression are a fraction of what they are in the U.S. However, depression rates have started to go up in countries where people are shifting to a more Americanized lifestyle than a traditional.
Did you catch that last part? Countries that shifted to a more Americanized lifestyle. Why would that be? This made me think for a bit. I often ask myself what makes this country so great? We are called “The Big Brother” because we take care of everyone else. I think we should mind our own business, unless someone asks for our help we stay out of it. I mean this politically. I do believe in overseas missions. This is a different subject for a different time. What I think it boils down to is we as American's are selfish and we allow ourselves to fall into self pity. God gave us life, but being selfish we want more. More out of life, more from life, when we do not get it....we get mad. We complain about how much our life sucks when really we have it pretty good. I am NOT saying this is the case for everyone, this might not even be true, it is just a thought do not get mad at me everyone has them, we just might not agree.

Depression is split into two different categories. Those categories are:

Endogenous Depression: This can be caused by a medical illness or a high impact of stress. This mainly creates a chemical imbalance in the brain effecting neurotransmitters in the brain. Essentially, high stress levels are messing with the serotonin, norepinphrine, or dopamine levels causing them to be depleted. By messing with the neurotransmitters, this type of depression is the one that causes suicidal thoughts, fatigue, and loss of interest.

Exogenous Depression: This is pretty self explanatory. Life in general is full of loss and change. This form of depression can impact anybody at any time. Any experience of loss can cause this type of depression. Exogenous depression is not as bad as Endogenous depression, but over time it may become Endogenous. Antidepressants usually do not work for this type of depression since it does not mess with the neurotransmitters.

These categories are then split further into Diagnostic categories. (I got these from Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disordres).

1. Major Depressive Disorder also know as unipolar. This is what is commonly known as “clinical depression.” Usually characterized by a persistent sad mood and inability to feel happiness.

2. Dysthymia Disorder is a milder form of smoldering depression. It lasts for a long time. It has the symptoms of major depression, only milder. It can go on for years meaning that it could start in the early teen years and possibly even childhood.

3. Double Depression. Combination of major depression and dysthmia. Can be both serious and chronic.

4.. Adjustment Disorder with Depressed Mood. This depression parallels the Exogenous depression. It implies the adjustment to loss or change is taking longer than the average time expected. This is the most common diagnosis for mild to moderate depression ass a result of a stressor or challenging life event.

5. Bipolar Depression or “manic depression” is very serious and is marked by episodes of depression with a high energy. One can suffer from explosive outbursts during this type of depression. It can be drug induced but is mainly genetically passed on. It comes in two types:
Type I: Involves severe /bizarre outbursts
Type II: Involves energetic but not bizarre outbursts.

The others include Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD), Cyclothymic Disorder, and Substance-Induced Mood Disorder. I will attach links so you can read about these if you would like. The five listed above are the main ones I wanted to understand and look into. I hope this has been interesting or has maybe helped you understand what depression is, it has helped me some and I felt like sharing it. I hope that by understanding it, one day we can put and end to it. This is all I have for now, keep this in mind and be checking for Part II, it will be looking into some things that might cause depression.

If there is one thing I want you to know right now is that you are not alone in this. My favourite song is by Colton Dixon and it is called NeverGone. The message in this song is extremely powerful and means a lot to me personally. A few other things to keep in mind to is Jeremiah 29:11, “plans to prosper you, not harm you.” Also Hebrews 13:5, Deuteronomy 31:6, and Joshua 1:5, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” I have discovered that scripture is the best way to combat a lot of my thoughts when it comes to depression and feeling alone. There are a few things and a few verses I want you to know when dealing with depression.

1. God Never Loses Sight Of You

2.Your Trust And Hope Is In Him, Call On Him

3.He Has Great Plans For You


I hope you have a fantastic day or evening depending on your time zone or whatever your hour of reading be. x

Saturday, May 30, 2015

To Think About

I have been thinking a lot lately about some different things I see going on in the church. While doing this, I often find myself asking "What happened to the church in Acts?" As I began to ponder upon this question I began to ask more and more. I guess you can say most of this started out from one main question of "Why?" About a month ago, I had asked my preacher if I could give a communion meditation. He and my youth minister had no problem with it, if God is calling you to say something, by all means yes. One of our main elders on the other hand said "no." He had felt that this was an "authoritative" position in the church therefore being of the female gender I could not. This startled me, he game me a couple of verses to read to back up his point. (1 Corinthians 11:1-17, 1 Corinthians 14:34-35, and 1 Timothy 2:11-16). Not wanting to be disrespectful, I nodded and quietly made my way to the sound booth.

Reading those three verses, I began to rip into them and tear them apart, before I get into that I would like to take a moment to say this. There is nothing in the Bible that says a woman cannot pass the offering plate, there is nothing that says she cannot pass the communion plate, there is nothing that says she cannot give a meditation. The 1 Corinthians 14:34-35 passage: Paul is not saying woman should not teach, he says later in Titus 2:4 to teach younger women and even commanded Lois and Eunice for teaching Timothy. (2 Timothy 1:5, 3:14-15). Paul also knew and approved of Priscilla teaching Apollos (Acts 18:2, 26). Paul is not saying that woman cannot teach, he is saying woman should not speak authoritative public preaching, they cannot be "primary teachers of ministry."

After reading this I was like ....wait....what if I decide to go out to the mission field. Like I buy my plane ticket and right now leave and go to Thailand. (I will go there some day!!!!) While I am in Thailand, I start talking to people. One or two at first..then more gather...and more...and more, until eventually I have a crowd of people that come and listen to me speak God's words. Would I not then be preaching?

The thing with these passages given to me is that it all depends on how you interpret them. This thing, can get you in a whole lot of trouble or save you from trouble. The biggest question that I have has been based off of a thought process I have had for about 2 years now and it is this: How do you interpret a "rule" in the Bible accurately, and by extension, if a sin is what separates you from God, then it follows that you cannot commit a sin without knowing it. So you you misinterpret a "rule" in the Bible, is it still a sin? While thinking about this, it also made me wonder if God has precise written laws for everyone in every circumstance, or if the law comes through the spirit to each individual person, and it is basically just down to a series of choices throughout your life between right and wrong. Which if you follow Christ by doing what is right, this means that even if you do sincerely misinterpret the written law you are still not sinning since sin is a choice that separates yourself from God through disobedience, and you do not choose when your brain makes logical mistakes. ---
So you are not harming your relationship with God in any way. It is certainly important to always seek truth, so if you are very very wrong and your misinterpretation is problematic in someway, then by seeking truth you are eventually going to correct yourself. Even so, there are some things even the best Christians cannot agree on, so if you disagree with this than it is okay, but for a human to say "This action is always a sin" is to presume that you know everyone else's heart and mind and relationship with God.

I think to fully see the picture one must look at the nature of sin and separation as defined through Genesis 1-3. The Hermeneutical Circle may also help. Basically picture a spiral, your start is Bible reading. As you read you start on the outer edged then as you read more and more and practice what you read you move further in. Eventually it becomes tighter and tighter until you reach the center. At the center is the proper interpretation/knowing of God.

As of the moment, this is all I have. I is a long process and I hope to one day come to a conclusion. Until then I hope that I have sparked an interest in you to think about this as well. x